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My wanderin thoughts for the day

feelin a bit thoughtful at the moment,juz simply starin into space..thinkin

1)how much i missed taekwondo trainings..& those times when sir will take it upon himself to teach mi personally till he broke my bracelet accidentally coz he was teachin mi to 'chop' correctly in preparation for my black belt gradin
..how he teased mi that it'll cost mi 500 bucks a month to have him as a personal trainer..how after he comforted mi when that ego shaw ming said i'll surely fail the night b4 my grading..how after i got my black belt gradin,lionel n mi kept going for trainings under him both to help him coach the kids n train at the same time..there was once we went for like 2 trainings consecutively on the Same day until we 2 raised the white flag n wanted to go home already..we escaped on the 3rd consecutive session hehe..but i had somethin on oso..n then there's ma'am n bernadette..

2)how much i missed sir & ma'am & bernadette..sometimes,they seemed to care more than my family does..esp sir la.like my 2nd father like dat that time..n bernadette was like the sister i can play/chat around with that i could never do with my own sis =)

3)how much i've grown fond of aikido that i'm willin to sacrifice nyp tkd trainings to prepare for the aikido gradin that time, n i'm dead certain i'm not goin back to nyp tkd la..

4)how Sensei is v.'untouchable' to us juniors. we dun noe him up close n personal..but then again,i'm not on the committee n i'm stil a junior..When compared with sensei n sir,sensei is like a strict disciplinarian,but a kind one.i noe SEnsei is an excellent storyteller though. In the dojo just now,i was actually fantasisin if Sensei can be as close to us the way Sir is to his students..

5)how aikido is so harmonised n beautiful to learn..the movements everything ar..i've fallen in love with aikido all over again now dat i havent been goin for awhile..dats y i came tonitez,draggin my sprained ankle along..the movements,the meanings behind it..its v.beautiful ar..n i'm contented to stay the junior belt if thats wat it takes for me to learn the full meanings behind the art of aikido =)

6)how monkey is so far from mi,n so busy with his exams n all dat i felt lonely without him..but he still tries to accommodate mi to watch a movie even though he's watchin it with his friends..dat means he care right?

7)how i noe i've lost the best guy in the world for me..n that i'll regret my decision 4eva la..coz knowin his heart which is like mine,he'll be the most faithful n loving guy i can have for mi..i'm not sayin i'm as faithful or loving,but wat he had showered n taught mi the times we were together,i noe the girl who ends up his wife will be the luckiest n safest girl around..juz haf to watch out for his short fuses though =)..

8)*hugs*no more liaoz. oh yea,spongebob was traumatising to watch.now i can say i am credible enuf to say that its horrible..its a funny show but there are elements in the movie that make u wanna bang ur head against the wall coz its so darn stupid..apparently,hwa chong guys whu was in the theatre with us earlier seemed to enjoy it...super ironic ah ;)

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:45 PM