A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

shitless scared

he's solid and strong
he's safe and sound
he's puts right my wrongs
my undoings,pick mi up when i'm down

he's my centre,my happiness streak
dat flys past at a blazing speed
the day he left,he nvr really go
he waits for me,no matter how slow
n he still waits
he's my centre,my snowy globe
he's one of my twin stars cushions,he gives me hope
he still loves me
n i'm hapi as can be..

sia,so lame lolx!!!esp the last line hahaha..the last time i wrote tis lame is like back in sec.school when i'm too bored..5 years past,hah i'm still the same old me..boo boo boo..so i guessed tis is wat happened when i tink i'm at the edge of depression,all ready to break down n bite myself inside out..i turn lame..haiz..like ssl,i'm freakin out,i need further enlightenment,not tolerance at life's obstacles..garrr..

'those who laugh now will not laugh but cry on the day of judgement'-nabi muhammad s.a.w b4 he departed..or dats what my religious teacher had said..scary..

for now,i know i've been very quiet these past few days..roshi n my religious class friend had told mi that for these 2 consecutive days..i dunno why also,juz feel like being quiet while my mind takes a rollercoaster ride regardin the semester tat is hittin me now..i'm scared shitless of the endless possibilities dat not only will i not do well,but the possibility of giving,droppin out..especially disappointing everyone ard me includ my new group members;lihui,meemum,yen lin n genesis..they're a great bunch n i hope i can rise up to their 'bubbliness' n enthusiasm n expectations..sigh.gd luck to all of us.we all need it

its better that ppl expects something from you,than nothing at all
just hope i dont disappoint my mum.

Not all scars show
not all wounds heal
you cant always see
the pain someone feels

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:43 AM