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Heartened

i juz found my cousin's blog n it was...heartening to say the least..to at least know that her mind is *pretty* straight on though appearance-wise she seems rebellious.Though she changed *physically* pretty drastically n maybe personality-wise eg gothic, morbid lover,rebellious,black fingernails n shaved eyebrows wif tight-fittin clothes..her heart is still pretty much straight i tink..like me,she hopes to have a more peaceful family life without all the craziness n the fightings n the police cases..n dealing wif puberty at the same time(only sweet 16)..cant blame her for being the way she is now ...life seems pretty rocky..bt as long as her heart n mind are still the same,i hope she really is..ok =)..hmm,i wonder y i never did become like her..she seems to haf more fun despite the personal chaos..:S

then agn,i chose to look on the brighter side of her viewpoints..

anyway,its been 2wks of fasting n its better than last year in a sense..tat i'm learnin more n more abt my religion as compared to previous years..As one grows older,one needs to take responsibility for who they are n who they wanna be,and the religion that they've been borned into or embraced..cannot feign ignorance for all my life,it is such a waste then..still got a million things more to learn n not enuf time..still being rebellious n creating sins for everday of my life..while the moments in my life ebbs away like the passing waves..i'm takin it slow,taking the long rocky journey towwards learning,understand n believing..open eyes,open heart,open mind...

i haf more peace now,thnks to the support of having God wif me as well as my dear friends whu've stood by mi..norisha,thanks for ur card,i really appreciate n heartened by ur caring words =)

now if only this peace will last...

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 9:50 PM