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hapi valentine's day...

wah checked my email n almost got a heart attack when realised B replied..worse, B is suspicious..caryn how?not our problems ritez hahaha

anyway,hapi valentine's day to all boys n gals friends of mine out there..especially raihan,yun,val,siewhoon,roshi,lihui,mm,caryn,bifeng,kk,syaz,yiting,eve,jiali etc etc..*big hug* happi valentine!!..i noe its an annual cheesy,rip off guys money kinda day bt haha,we dun get to be girls for nuthin y'noe..i missed celebrating valentine's day wif just my friends during sec sch times..those were the single yet adorable sisters days..haiz..

bt not complainin la..realised i did a lot of stuff for jasper like last min cos suddenly got bitten by the val's day bug at 2am in the mornin after being in denial all day..so stayed up till 5 am to photoshop an a4 size poster n compiled cd for him...on top of givin him the Experiment 625 and the pink tweety like wif big head experiment tat i bought for him few weeeks ago..damn,now duno wat to gif him when 2nd year comes ard..

celebration for val's day onli started like 515pm when his friends left to go home after going from cityhall to old toh tuck road to sign a job contract for expo job...not mi though,they want Mandarin and Chinese people cos the Singapore Main Publishing company deals wif Chinese books n ppl from the region will come down and buy so yah,only Chinese or chinese speaking allowed..watevaa bt the pay was damn good..still,we felt like we were in a wild goose chase cos after all the journeys we made to go down to Old Toh Tuck road..jasper n his friends were Not confirmed for the job -.-! ..dohh..

and i watched ..or rather dragged jasper to watch 'marrying the mafia 2' at tampines mall...damn farnie, i lurve korean movies..damn siao and sometimes pervertic to the core..full of sexual innuendos yet can still add touches of romance into it..muacks!love such shows haha..

then went home thought will get screamed for being home late..No,i got Screamed b'cos of my niece n nephew were drivin my mother Insane the entire day i wasn't around..thanks bro..if ur havin a long term plan to drive mum to her grave,ur plan is A* excellent,y dun u just pick an axe n slaughter mum instead..it'll ease her pain dun u tink so?oh 4got u can't tink cos ur brain is full of ways to get ur estranged wife back even though she's runnin rings ard u..strange,she can run rings around u,a capable 29yeard old individual, while being stuck in a hospital bed...guys are Really dumb hur hur..

so had to breathe,calm down n well basically 'got to work' directin them to Sleep which my mum failed to do cos she was so goddamn tired..i felt bad now cos i wasnt home to help her take care of them...err typo error, 'i wasnt home to help her take care'...WHY must i take care of them..or why must she...cos we're family oh wow..tat explains Everything..ok so plans to go out or go for holdiays are now automatically cancelled till my brother gets his head screwed back(might take years ) and his wife to get better (might take Light years)..woo woo..not cancel fully,just that whole day events or outings are for now,out of the question sadly...roshi,help..tis is wat im' afraid of..*sighs*

ok nitez..lights off,children tucked in,mother tired out,i'm out..to accompany my sister next alone in her cot...i wish my dad can be turned into a 'fly' or a 'dog' like the upcoming shaggy dog movie to see how all of us are coping while he cooped himself up in his job,his overtime job, his goddamn freakin neverending bills(wif goods unknown or unseen At ALL) and the stupid woman whu kept calling him so Shamelessly..kaoz..

i'm OUT!

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:48 AM