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My cat is dead

my cat was murdered...at least tats wat my family believed...thanks to 1st suspect; this old granda whu lives below us, who complained abt our cat when it went missing the other time n ended up at her floor..2nd suspect;kids..bt wateva it is,my cat is dead..

it went missin on friday nitez..and i searched the Entire 14 storeys block separated into 2 sections so that made that 28 storeys to climb up and down..and combed the Entire surroundings of my block, even the nearby garbage disposal place..bt i didnt find it..Went out for supper wif my mum and my uncle's family only to find my cat's body at the drain DECOMPOSING..wif flies..it looked peaceful bt it also looked as though somebody threw or kicked it from a high floor..my cat is..was Old enuf to know Not to lose its footings wheneva it climb on window ledges,especially after umpteen times it sat at my kitchen's window ledge to look at the birds flying in the sky...now its together wif those birds...leaving me...

my cat is dead..MY cat..its MINE and not my mom's or whueva cos its the Only cat whu ever Greeted and Welcomed ONLY mi (and sometimes my dad) Home each time..not my family members, my nephew or whueva who'll be enthusiastic or even bother to fake their enthusiasm tat i reach home but MY CAT!in all its stupid innocence adoration as most pets have, it WELCOMED mi home without fail..like a dog..until it disappeared a day ago..It can Hide all day long when its at home, only to Bounce out of nowhere to Greet me home at wateva times of the day i reached home everytime..and now its dead..

i talked to my cat ..as in talk talk, i talked to my cat..though i dunno wat i'm talkin abt..it'll jus meow meow at me and i'll respond, hopefully tat wateva i'm feelin in human language was translated correctly to her..and she'll meow back..so yea,we Talked..and now she's Dead..she's the only one i Talked to in my family about how I'm really feeling..and now she's dead..

and my cat is..was a true blue Cat model for me..it'll POSE itself each time when it knew i'm takin a photo of it..heck, it looks at the camera most of the times la..sometimes when its feelin wacky,it'll pounce on me and won't let go when i'm fallin asleep until i played wif her for awhile..and now its dead

and i have no more playmate,listener,chatter,friend,source of solace and comfort, happiest cat on earth when i return home... to turn to when i'm down at home...considering how upside down, inside out totally screwed up my family is right now..without my cat,it'll be much harder to come home to...

my cat is damn cute..like a kitten stck in a cat's body..like me..w/o it i'm totally mute now..at home..

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:45 PM