A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

selfish creatures shouldnt pro-create!

Let me kill them,lets call it 'mercy killing' for the sake of their children,may i?or maybe for the sake of my mother's health and my sanity?Pretty please,wif a strawberry,mango,blueberry on top can?

my tolerance level is Constantly being tested.heck,i am a bloody patient Human being..why?cos i'm a follower of my faith,and my faith said i shud not kill ..my faith emphasises tolerance and patience..both haf shot extreemely high and thin the past 6months..

y the FUCK am i being kind and tolerant towards their children to the extent of consistently bringing the kids to the library when Both my brother n sister-in-law Enjoyed themselves DATING other ppl besides Each other?While my sis-in-law(can i call her somethin else,lemme think abt it cos she doesnt deserve the title Anymore) dumped her daughter Here and zoomed off wif another guy in his car?to the point of Lyin to my mother dat it was her Brother whu was in the car waiting for her?Lying,scheming,lazy,irresponsible Wife and Mother,thick-skinned..wat the hell will happened if she does get custodies of the kdis after the divorce?i daren't imagine..i fear for the kids..

y do i let her dump her daughter while she went off dating?b'cos i rather she did that than having her daughter miss school b'cos she is too lazy to wake up every morning to send her to school from her mother's place at chai chee?even Her son refused to be wif her already..who wouldnt after each time he saw her,she made him angry n made him cry n walk off each time?

i am sad..cross tat,i am fucking mad inside..yet i tolerate her nonsense..for the sake of the kids..and i am just the wicked step-aunt in their eyes..take note;i am not the Real aunt bt i'm a step-aunt?why?cos my brother is Not my brother but my Step-brother..so basically i shud jus backed off n stay out of this right?no,i cant..why?cos simply put my mum'll probably die handling them all on her own..so angry as i am,as high as my tolerance n patience have been reached n overshot..i'll still put up wif my internal struggles until this entire shit is Over..fuck off!

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 9:39 PM