A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

Feel sad no more,be strong ba

Juz read thru Some of my friends' blogs..Some,like Kelly's,made me depressed and though i sort of know why,i Dun really Know Y,Wat happens and Its no point knowing now..Juz hope she looks forward bravely and smiles once more..Some,like Maxine's,gave me hope abt love..esp Izzy's one..really gave me hope abt Love and the power of love she has for Justin..Imaginin sloggin like mad(sch,tuition,work,cca,etc etc) to save $ juz to visit Justin in BB ..that is so ultimate sweet,i really admire you girl!~

Some just made mi felt like i really 'lost' them which in turn made mi sad again..like some of my jc friends like yirang,hani,mayb addy too..never meet,never read their blogs..we have moved on,but the ties of friendships are still there whether its dusty Or not..my fault for not turnin up for 2 jc gatherins(first one i dunno,the other i had class so late!drat nyp system!~)..

But i'm happi for those who're happy and it shows in their blogs..and sad for those whose pain filtrates strongly thru their writings..n for those who Never blog,and Never keeps touch often..like Raihan(ger,my only malay best friend,do call sometimes ba,i noe ur out there somewhere..)..YunLI(oy,angry wif me or what?twice asked u out,twice dont want -.-)..

Y i name names?coz tryin to 'feel' their presences n the memories tat lingers..my fingers numb ba..stupid blisters..

to be feelin sad abt guys,sometimes its not worth it because they're probably too self-obsessed sometimes to dwell in similar sorrows..

to not feel sad is ridiculous coz its a natural feeling to feel..to hold back and hope,thats human nature..

to move and look forward.thats strength..kelly,val,hope u two finds it ok.

oh ya,yun,val-happy graduation *smiles*

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:41 AM