A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

Waiting wastes time

i'm sitting here,bored,waiting for some impt email that raihan said she's sendin me..so i guessed i'm like..um..waiting?its been so long since i met her,our friendship like went down the drain pretty much..i think i barely met her more than 5-10times this year..she's been running from almost everybody for 2 years...she tinks ppl dun notice,but they do..i did. and i dun know when she'll stop..but i hope she stops,coz i missed her. girl,if you're readin this,enuf runnin already..

sometimes i wonder if i'm still alone and single like i was and all my best friends were attached,would the friendships b better?is it because i haf jasper and thats y friendships seemed to go down the drain because suddenly,the only one who is not attached is attached a.k.a moi..so does it means all the friendships lose the footings because they dun haf one single independent Unattached person a.k.a me to hold them together?Oui,i'm not that great duh..butmaybe i shud've remained unattached..then maybe the friendships would not be as bad as they are nowadays..i blame me >.< Ok,tis sounded a bit self centred huh..oui,i know the world n friendships dun revolve ard me,but maybe i could've been a better pillar of friendships if i had just tried harder.

now i wonder wat the email is abt..she sounded different *tinks*does our friendship get so Impersonalised already til she must resort to emailin me when she knows im only a call away...hmmz

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 6:36 PM