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So simple to say,so hard to ask for?Declination of morality in the modern society,the future looks bleak. Cant fault society because basic values start from the family..cant blame family either,if you dun want to use ur brains *shrugs* ^v^

Scary tat wats the past sayings or worries happen now..like SM LEE saying that we shud take care of the families n children so as not to haf increasin divorce rates and broken homes when women were let out to the society to contribute to the economy..back in 70's,80's?n its wats happenin now..increasingly..scary..choyy..Lookin at my bro's family..or simply juz lookin at my bro is enuf..n my mum nt even workin la!shucks..

um,wat i wanna blog i 4got Again..oh yea,made a self-discovery 2day when cleanin my room...neat on the outside,messy on the inside..describe my personality pretty well ba hha..all composed outside,feel like screamin my head off inside..bt tolerance,patience n will to persevere so as not to cause a ruckus n end up in jail ensued hahaha..*witherin look*..bt yea,i can be neat when i want to..much more likely i wanna throw all my stuff away bt fond memories beckoned mi to keep them..n collect more dust haizz...i still havent throw my jc stuff ba!!so irritating,took up so much space(actually a small tower of recyclable materials a.k.a papers)..Urghh. 'Messy tower of PJC memories' hhaha..

i went chalet yesterday wif jasper n his cousins n his dao brother..n almost his entire family came almost unannounced..his parents never cum,i wonder y..Jasper was practically revered by them lor,everythin oso they depended on him,so dependable ritez..anyway,they were fun ppl la,so helpful n Cohesive..unlike my family lol..bt i still luv them anyway..n i missed my cats because i heard the stray cats meowin away..n Jasper had to announce there were cats mating..which his crazy cousin ran off to wtach la..Sick hahaha!..n i chatted wif the maid whom i met b4..nice nice gerl bt her indonesian a bit difficult for mi to understand so i kept goin 'what?'..n jasper drank a little when he was openin the booze,juz a 5% one for his brother n cousin..n i got upset because he told mi he dun like such stuff because they tasted bad..n being goodu,i tot all alcohol tasted bad so he wun touch them At all..i believed him like Totally goondu ritez..n he got upset,n i got upset because its all because of my naivety tat made mi upset..only awhile bah then ok already after tokin it out..

Farnie,i used to make everyone happi bt myself..now he's doin it for his family,even at the extent of being bullied by his brother..i wonder if i make him happi as much as he does them..its nt easy,we're so different la..

so blardy different..n its not juz the skin colours,which strangely,is the least of our probs..nt dat we haf much la..juz dat we're so different n yet so alike sometimes..

my brother spendin hari raya wif his son w/o his wife n daughters..hopefully they cum back on hari raya ba..the children so pitiful..n he still tinks the wife shud crawl on the directions dat he walk,juz coz he's wkg n haf more money than her..

urgh.

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:20 AM