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tired

i'm sad.

i've been sad for the entire 5months,including the previous 2months holidays..mama is so tired n stressed and she's no longer young to take care of two restless growing kids..besides 'spoiling' them though she claimed she didnt,stil..its taking a HUGE toll on her health..i'm sad..i'm sad cos there's nothin much i can do besides tryin to help out in wateva ways i could..its like she's putting more stress on Herself wif having them around and she Pushes herself to be a "GD" grandmother while the mother Simply Didnt APPEAR for the past 3 weeks...though i tried to help her to scold n control them(i've been Scoldin them for days CONSECUTIVELY sometimes ONCE i stepped HOME...like wat the fuck...then agn i'm too tired to even scold them these days)..help by not being a burden to her these days..little help which i deemed worthless cos me myself is so tired...thank gdness deadlines n presentations are over..i am so tired dat i fell asleep twice in classes for 2 consecutive days..

i'm tired.and my mum's more tired..and it makes mi more tired seeing her getting tired when actually,she doesnt haf to..my mum is already old lei...-burned-

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:39 PM