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haf faith

my youngest niece, she's only 2.. had a fit this afternoon and got herself warded...she kept vomiting few times both Before and After her 'fainting episode' bt i wonder WHY?i dunno..Kids do not haf Fits Out of the blue right?..small,innocent,cute kids like her whu had enough suffering being caught between the 'divorce' proceedings of her parents...damn,if this episode seriously dun wake my brother and my sis-in-law Up,god knows what will..what else will it take ..*sad* Who else,besides my mother and the children suffering, Who else will it take for my brother and sis-in-law to realise who the real victims are besides them hur hur..and i shall emphasise 'before it turns F.A.T.A.L'...i'm not being mean nor am i being evil,i'm being Realistic..me an idealist being Realistic..hur hur

and she has a big patch of bruise on her back for the past few days..i wonder why too..and its more worrisome after realising that she has not being well the past few weeks,months simply cos she missed her father,or brother (both of whom are not constantly around to be with her these few months)..or if she's wif us,her father n bro,she'll miss her mother..for a 2 year old, there is No constancy or No Real long-term comfort for her since like what 6months ago when all this shit happened..for a 2 year old,no one can blame her if she dun turn out like an average kid see..

n my mum kept continuin on n on how its all pembalasan or retribution for the parents and in which the retribution happened to the kids instead of them..i dun really believe so much la bt i dun tink god is that mean la. its all His doing and its all for Reasons we haf yet or will never know la..haf faith is all i can say for now..

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:54 PM