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U Totally disgusts Me to the core!

first thing dat i did when i stepped into the house after work at freakin 8 30am, was to make my mother CRY! seriously its WTF lo

Y?cos i sort of told her off for giving my niece my cereals without my permission and without me being around (and i already told my niece i am not giving her my cereals b4 i go to work)...and my mother's excuse was? 'oh i scared later she'll think about it when she's in school'..hello wtf,i'm gone for onli 8 hours,doesn't my niece noes how to wait? Hello,she cannot have everything,and even if she tries to have everything, there's an adjective called 'WAIT' ...to cap it off and made my mom cried,i told her 'hello,i'm not as evil as my brother who treats his kids like toys to be cast away' ..There goes the waterworks..n she went off to buy my nephew fish burger patties,b'cos tats wat he Requested..woww..and all my life,i tried to put off my own requests so as not to burden her more than i already am..yea fine,i noe they're kids..wateva

oh n my brother told my mum dat i hated his kids..(ooh,he had to tell her dat when i'm away at work ooh...my own bloody stepbrother betrayed me behind my back) WHY?b'cos i kept smsing him to come up and watch or take care of his kids..WHICH IS HIS DAMN RESPONSIBILITY AFTER ALL!!!..wtf,to cap off his wonderful attitude,he badmouthed n scolded my Ex-sis-in-law so vulgarly AGAIN yesterday nitez for not picking up her 2 children just yet(and thus Burdening him..aww poor him..major YUCKS)..doesn't he realise its his fuckin attitude n mouth which drove his wife away and tore the family apart..Seriously,if i hate his kids,i would haf thrown them out from the start...

as much as i was fuming mad minutes ago,i'm good now..thanks to norisha for calling mi n calmin me down..i was at the point of packing my stuff n running away b'cos simply as much as i am Needed around here (to be here for my mum),bt somehow i am not Appreciated enough(she's stuck btw me,my brother and my father) considering that i haf not murder my brother after all this whilE YET.

i shall not use the phrase 'god damn'..b'cos god last name was never 'damn' hee

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 8:55 AM