A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

the sand of time blows by...

meeting or bumping into edmund,jt all never fails to bring a huge smile to my face...for during my jc days when my life was like a total black hole (esp twds the end of year 2) there were 2 bright sources of light -

1) my pjc tkd friends consisting of the guys (edmund,jianting,yuhan,weeseng,weiru and junhao), isabelle, par and sylvia...and

2) the frennies..

needless t say,i bumped into edmund and his gf(whom i didnt noe abt!) umm..in an embarrassing situation..nt me,him! LOL..and yea,he broke my heart wahaha...thanx gdness for jasper or i wuld haf feel that tinge of heartbreak and maybe lapse into 'what if' mode LOL...aw shucks haa..long forgotten wats it like for the hear to go dum-dum-dum multiply by the speed of light wheneva i saw him or some other ex-crushes of mine...haiz...sad but true,those were the days long gone..

*huge smile* his gf is a lucky ger sia haizz...

and i still wish they'll cum to my bday..bt ya,they're havin exams the next day adn i understand la...besides its a sunday...family,church,other bday commitments...its ok to miss next sunday as long as i get to see anyone of u anytime after tat...

and yea,i graduated from POLY yesterday...wow,felt a bit old to be graduating...my last day of study (make tat NON-study) in school..graduating wif NO exams and NO stress ..quite a weird way for a last day of school...lookin fwd to working in screenbox..paranoia keeps mi prepared...the guys would go NS after 6 mths..the girls would be...??? ..unlike jc, after poly,our futures are not that set in stone...some may delve into the wkg world,some may continue their studies,some ...simply will disappear into thin air and i wun see or hear abt them again until we meet up for the final time at graduation next year...

wat an uncertain future...of course,will dearly missed being ard caryn,lihui,bf,jiali,mm,roshi,gen and yen..alll the bitching,bullying bf,stoning,playing games..no more classroom scenes for us all..at least nt in NYP anymore...and to me, tats the hardest memory to let go; the fact that we wun be together anymore in a classroom setting 2gether...

we're flying out of our 3-year old nests...and there's nuthin that ties us 2gether anymore in such situation except for our determination to meet up and keep in contact juz like the 4e2,the frennies,my pjc tkd friends (even our instructor got sacked so we cant train 2gether anymore...damn sad la even though he could be quite a jerk)..esp like my 4e2..which grew stronger 2gether after we graduated...hopefully we'll becum like tat..

so,who's reaching out to hold my hands thru the sands of time to come?

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:02 AM