A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

Matters of the world unite..my world,that is

i wish i was back in Melaka wif its extraordinarily creatively designed bus stops...

weird observation but true.

i wished i dun haf to come back to Singapore,or rather comes back to face the stories of my life...

like...my relationship; "i canceled my birthday celebration since nobody is happy..." Oh wow, so i guessed now i feel Happier huh..Happily Fucked up right dear?.."i hate myself" gee..who forces you into that decision..i guessed its me? Have some self-respect..and just maybe i'll return?

like..my dad "Have you submit my OT hours" for the umpteen times...or the fact of how he treats my mum leaves MUCH to be desired..

like my brother "i'm going to jump down now..i'll prove to You i'm not a coward"..for the past 10 years..oh wow,would i feel v.much honoured if you do jump down to prove your courage..ur dead,who cares..who's the one whu haf to face a broken-hearted and maybe sick mum after that?WHO?..wowee,its me *cheers*

like my sis-in-law to her children "you don't return home on (insert date & time) i'll call the police"..wowee,who're You trying to threaten?do you think we're scared? like fuck,call by all means,we'll see who ends up behind jail...n to think my brother has the heart (or actually, no money) to give up the "child-abuse" case which i put her up for..n worse,for her to claim i lied..weee..like y the hell i want to go to the cantonment complex n all the shit to report her wif my LIES ritez

gee...now i wonder,where should i start bursting the dam from?..to who?..of course,its my Pillow..as much as i do know i can juz call up anyone ritez now n wail...bt i shan't..my problems,my life,my business...what if i call up others and interrupt their happy nights wif my beautiful Sunday?

so i shan't.

wowee ..

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:07 AM