A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

I miss your friendships

Time flies when friendships are strong. That is why i missed those good old times of being 16, 17.

Dear Siti when you were 16,17 and below

Let me recap the times that I missed when i was you many years ago...6, 7 years to be precise...

I missed mugging for the o's with James & our times 2gether being the best and worst of partners...:) i missed whacking you on the back like literally! Bt i never meant to hurt you James..i thought u were strong enuf to tahan, i know you are, you're just kay-siao-ing to make me happy last time right, you think i don't know is it!? =P

I missed walking home with the 4e2s after a night out and it'll be just left Paul, Siewhoon and me because we were the 3 who stays near each other's blocks so we'll send either Siewhoon first or Paul first with me in between..literally! (my block is in the middle of theirs dats y)

I missed going to the arcade with the boys (james, khengboon, kevin and their little brothers..i still rmb that time James and his bro topped up like 30bucks each for their arcade games..back then, i thought that was a lot of money Wasted..i still think it's a waste. Jasper just raised the bar with $200 bucks top up) There was that time we went to the movie but i cant rmb what we watched...

I missed going to the beach and cycle with Val and Yun (We need to do this together Real soon ok val!?) Val, remember when we 3 went to the beach one fine day and we saw Jeff and his classmates when we just came outof the water looking like a pair of drenched rats?? (Pls tell me we were not in school unis, Bt they recognised us all the same..me being me i could still go and say 'hi' to jeff when he spotted me!)...so paiseh right...

I missed walking home from school and just stone while walking home, crossing the huge road by myself, walking past the deserted, eerie playground behind the shophouses b4 getting to the 2nd main road near the kallang river...

I missed those taekwondo practices i went to Frequently days b4 i took my black belt test..its not just the practices, its the memories and time spent with Ma'am, Sir and Benadette..nw little bernie is all grown up...almost..shud be taking her PSLE tis year, i didnt even go to their x'mas party..truth was my parents were out...half-truth was i was feeling too depressed to go...

I missed hanging out after secondary school hours..to stupid, far away places like TAMPINES MALL with raihan and nuraini...heck, even though it was pretty far away for us to go...we WENT EVERY SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FAIL IN SEC 2...my god! I was, and still am thankful that my ex-sis in law's pesky brother's ratted on me to myparents and i was banned frm going..though i was getting sick of that place...i rather go Toa Payoh Any Time...gee, i wonder what we did every single day just melepak-ing at Tampines mall day in, day out..

Truth is, i missed just having my own free time after classes had ended during secondary schools...either to rough house the school, home or the streets...hell, it was MY own free time to decide where i want to go, What i want to do..heck, i must've had good time management in those days what with so many subjects to handle, so many homework to complete...well okay, maybe half of them i copied hurriedly the next day from my classmates but that's what Everyone did...To fall into bad company or not, to just hang around the school and see the seniors or my crushes who happened to have their Cca ongoing (think NCC lol!)...Can't really dismiss those days as lame for they were after all, the sweet old days of being teenagers....

heck, when ppl start reminiscing, sometimes it means they're going to die anytime soon...i'm jus reminiscing god so don't take my soul away, i still have a lot more to reminisce!!

Right, Siti? You were one carefree kid. as much as the world sucked those days, and I remembered you going around with this huge sign on your forehead that said 'Love sucks' as well..guess nothing much, and no one really changes...or stays the same either...

Love
Siti

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:30 PM