A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

A perfect ending to a frankly, horrible start...

Sebagai hamba allah yang terhina
Aishah disini ingin mengambil kesempatan
pada hari yang mulia ini
untuk meminta maaf salah silap yang telah aishah lakukan
sewaktu mengenalimu selama ini
semoga allah merahmati hidupmu
Selamat hari raya aidilfitri walfaizin (psst..wats 'walfaizin')
semoga kamu dpt merayainya bersama keluarga dan orang yg disayangi
amin

and well..as smses go, it was a rather arbitrated version that was sent out in the end. i tot it was rather gd LOL..considering my shaky grasp of the malay language..

anyway, it was a perfect ending to a pretty horrible start of the so-called mulia day..horrible? yeah,if ur vacuuming (with a bloody incompetent, uncooperative, heavy vacuum cleaner-i despise vacuuming, give me the traditional broom and dustpan anytime) at 3am in the morning while my dad's snoring away and my mum's on the verge of collapsing..at first i couldnt figure out why the heck ppl's are lookin fwd to this day when some ppl (like my mum) is toiling away like an octopus with 2 hands...like what's the point of celebrating such a day while she's driving herself mad to the verge of falling ill..

but looking at her interacting with her siblings a few hours later...i guessed no matter what, it was all worth it..to have all your relatives by yr side, exchanging greetings, stories..and of course forgiveness...and it was a perfect ending for me cooped up in my cousin's room with a book in hand ...and it was a perfect ending that my mum finally got her albeit short rest at my cousin's place...For u ma, it's all worth it

and to my cousins, thank you for a beautiful end to the day and for letting Wak haf her rest in yr room. and for letting me found the inner peace that i've been craving for for some time now...

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:45 AM