A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

mushy mood at 3am

feelin pretty mushy ritez now..realised how much i lurvvve the people around me.this post goes out to All my friends from kindergarten till nowww..i lurvvve you people and for those i never see for more than a month,i missed you all like craaazziee..i'm not gonna name names later i leave some ppl out Unintentionally..even though its horrible that school is startin so fast,its gonna be a whole lot of new ball game to be and work with and in new groups and to see All of you again,evne those i'm not close with in reality.i still treasure each and everyone of you and so glad in this short life,i'm able to meet,talk,greet or even just smile at you and thats it..gawd,i'm feelin so damn mushy i'm gonna Declare all my love for all of you readin this blog hha..cos seriously,i missed all of you...there are friends and then there are friends..and then we all are friends at the end of the day.

n i shall name names just to obviously declare how much i lurve having These friends in my life,and i desire for more hha..greedy me!..friends like

my ONLY malay best friend in my entire life raihan(siao la girl,i havent seen you in ages!and my sch is startin soon!)

my sec sch chinese best friends(yun and val!!yun,i havent you v.long oso!)

my Sec 3e2/4e2 class which now have 4 internal couples lol.er,its a class.too long to name...er,correct that..its half a class now still in regular meets..20?too many to type ar!!4give me,its 3am ok

my jc Friends n Frennies!!(Addy,yirang,isabelle,clarabelle,joy,hani,justina teo,mingsia,AMelia Kwok!,shuyi,justina Ang,rachel,norisha,my PJC taekwondo ppl)whom Most i never see for super duper long also.

my newly(not new already la,almost a year) acquired MS0401,especially my gambling slackers;caryn,lihui,meemum,roshi and bifeng..the latter two i also never see much this hols hrmph,didnt even go chalet!

my group 'i'..jiali,syaz,kk and rach and all the rest of ms0401!!

i'm nuts..though sometimes i push many of you away,i still want all of you in my small arms and my even shorter life...garr..i'm nuts over my friends..they're Ohana!!all of you are ohana..sometimes i wish i can treat you all better and Be there for all of you..i'm sorry if i'm ever being selfish and horrible sometimes or many times..like today,i'm sorry i cant go KTV with caryn n lihui even though caryn definitely was lookin forward..i felt horrible ..and val,for so many times rejecting her invites to go clubbing with her...y'all dont haf to understand or even like or tahan a schizo or even freak like me,just know that i love you all so much garrr!!pika pika!!!

n my monkey,how can i forget my monkey..Jasper!i still love you so bloody much,and i'm really heartened you're still loving me even after i push you away when i chose my religion over you...i dont deserve it,i know..lets look on the bright shining side...friendship last longer too..ours will i know....evne if we dont haf a future as one,we'll lead more colorful lives as two..friends,tat is....

garr pika pika gdnitez!!

i lurve my friends.period.

d i forget anyone *worried*..?

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 2:46 AM