A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

I'm sorry ger

I trust you to Remember me
no matter how far apart in spirits n bodies we are..
i need you to Believe in me
no matter how hopeless i can be sometimes
I want you to see me as Me,acting as Me,being just me
no matter how much facades i may put out for you & all
Lastly,i want you to love
not me,but the faith of knowing the real me
in ur heart as u've known me from the start

Gosh,my crap poem dat i wrote long long time ago actually makes sense..i really needs you to know Me,and that wateva happens and wateva circumstances are taking/or took place,i am Still ME!Whateva has happened btw us,good or horrible stuff dat has left a yucky taste in ur mouth so much so u might not want to see me again,i am still Me..can i emphasise that any further?Sometimes its hard to believe especially when u havent been seeing mi for awhile,but....i am still me..how much more do i haf to explain and reassure you that i am..still me?

i juz received the email i had been waiting,and soemhow i expected it..thanks for blowing your top ger,at least now i noe ur opinions(besides knowing ur alive ;))..i dunno how to resolve matters which seemed Big to you,but Small to me(now)..wateva it is,we shouldnt let boys(immature,petty or lovely as they could be)i'm willing to let go and start anew..i know i cannot rewind the time that had past..i dunno wat you want to do wif me girl wif our friendshipp..i only know that i'll be there for always,as usual..no more excuses,assumptions etc etc..i am still me,and no matter what,you'll always remain the sister i can never haf..

now let me bang my head against the wall..one thing seemed v.clear the past few days,but i haf no courage to execute the motion...case adjourned

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 8:12 PM