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shit rules

i only have one thought to sum up today.

"Entertaining the thoughts of ways to kill oneself is entertaining"

"I'm Just A Kid"

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight
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and i'm not a kid la..so fucking stressed i wish i could juz die n be gone sia..i wish i could confide in a stranger and then walk away from him/her, problem n all like they never existed but no..at the end of the day,i have to return home to face the shit again,or i have to go to school and handle more shit(which basically is more fun than the shit at home la)..Talking it over also no point if the shit refuses to change,develop or basically get itself rid of..

So many shit,not enough customised toilet bowls.hah,its an impoverished,unsanitised state down here wif me..basically,its hell la..

So tired..so sianz,i'm tired of Havin to be Ok okay..i'm tired of Listening,Watching,TOlerating the stench and the shit la..

Wif difficulty,i'm losing heart in everything tat matters to me..which basically are turning into shit la..Even my faith in God is like even though its there,itz juz there la because i'm so upset deep inside wif like everything tat matters to me..i know,i should haf more faith but i let worldy circumstances affect it..sigh

RUBBISH

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:21 PM