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Dad=Jerk

i'm sad.my dad is being a jerk agn..or maybe he juz haf a jerk as a daughter..instead of saying hw nice dat my friend sent her regards,he shot it off as y she/he being so nice..he tot it was jasper..jasper is a nice guy,if only my father spends Enough time at home ..enough to know Me or juz enuf even to care..which i noe he really dun la..

like i calculated last week,i saw him only half hour or less the blardy entire week...or as i used to recall a painful sec-sch memory scolding from my teacher..whom i claimed that i didnt see my father to ask him to sign something(which i really didnt see him)..and she retorted 'How can u not see your father?i saw your father this morning b4 class'...gee,lucky you then huhh..

wateva,like i used to say 'sometimes not having a father (as in single parent) is better than having a father whu's never even bother to be there for u or the family when they needs him'..hw i noe so?cos there were times when my sister had a fit n had to be rushed to the hospital..n his response? 'i can't be there,i nid to work'..Wateva,either way,our family nt rich n he haf so much debts (debts we dun even see the items) dat for mi to ask for my transport allowance was like, better not,might as well i take out money from my piggybank so as not to fucking burden him..

wateva,i'm gonna go work after graduation..heck uni,at this pt i'll be studying too much n wun be able to gif my mum a comfortable life in time...

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:21 PM