A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

Or something...

its our 30mth anniversary today.30mths=2.5 yrs

i spent it alone.

No sms,no calls,nothing. Maybe cos i hung up on him on monday..

No excuses. How do i face him now that he cancelled his bday celebration wif his family Because of me.

i already said i'll celebrate b4 wif him together. it's a win-win solution,ain't it?No?I mean ya,its impt that i'm there on his birthday wif his family and all..to the place he wanted to eat at..

Bt..i have filming on that day,who knows what time it'll finish..amidst other v.impt reason which i can't reveal out here. i don't want others to see him in a bad light. nt that i'm saying its his fault.its mine too ..i guessed

k...now i'm sober..real sober..5mins ago,i was feelin hyped up...over nuthin in particular..

So...

now what?..after 'if u dont tink urself impt,there's nothin i can do to help u no matter how much i love you..', 1 unresponded sms from him,2 hung up calls from me..is this

THE END?

...curtain calls..credits roll...

btw, erm director(who,me?),am i supposed to like cry now..or ..something? am i supposed to curtsey to the audience...

but the lead actor is gone..,

playing games...'as usual'..

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:25 PM