A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

Perasan sak!

Like him and like the mere human that i am,i just want to clutch on something or someone that for that few moments, i can depend on..someone or something other than myself...Hweva, when my faith on that is thrown out the window...i just shrug the whole 'dependency' off and move on.. i guessed..

My mum threw a sudden tantrum and screamed at my dad point blank this evening..and i guessed i gt the brunt of it since my dad and i were in the midst of a discussion....i gt the brunt the shock i mean..Like i know and she know that my dad cannot be depend upon to help out with household chores or even taking care of my sister for more than a few hrs..so her vent of frustration as can be heard by her scream today just reconfirmed my belief that nop, this is why I'm not getting married..this is why i never look forward to having a bf or even marriage...heck,why take the risk of depending on others when they'll just fail and despair you sooner or later; I'm sick and tired of looking at the flaws in my parents' marriage esp my dad's incapability,insensitivity,selfishness which are also commonly seen in the guys i've come across.

i guessed ppl nt getting married is one of the signs of doomsday...bt if i wanna get married just so i wouldnt be a part of those ppl whu helps in the doomsday's phenomenon, heck i'd rather be part of the latter than be a part of those women who're often let down by their husbands..

bt at the same time,i'm encouraging my friend to look on the bright sides of her guy friend...well,my own set of rules need not be apply to others..my warped belief and vision on guys need not be extend to others...

Simi...Sigh,i shall give up on this post..my sec-sch friend whu hasnt talk to me for a year or two (too busy wif her studies and her life) is blah-ing her way thru at top speed in msn(as she usually does) abt this guy whom she 'cannot click' and 'cannot understand' that she has to force herself to go shopping with (and she hates shopping;what kind of girl hates shoppin?!!)..though she's been trying to be his friend for a year and hates his shopping nature 'but anyway, he has many girl friends, i believe he'll find one who truly understands n appreciates him'...WTH..if want to say that you think the guy likes you, say la!

gila sak!

oh wow, she has this to say 'the last thing on my agenda is to break another guy's heart'...kaoz,perasan sak!

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:09 PM