A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

blah blah,and more blah

stoning.starin into spaces..wanderin tots..will sleep soon since gotta wake up at like 6am 2morrow..

i really love helping ma'am with the trainings,but this year is ridiculous la..730am class on a school day at mayflower primary..1hr travel journey..crazy..oh shit,i realised somethin else..wednesday classes start at 9am..shit,i can only come for an hour of helping out..here we go again

and i've been MIA from aikido for abt 2 weeks running..last week cos of my brother,and this week my uncle has yet to wake up from his heart bypass op..anyway,the docs arent lettin him wake up anytime soon i tink so as to stabilise his heart..horrible lei.being prevented from wakin up..intentionally..brr

think i'm gettin more protective of my mum/sis..so its good i dun haf a boyfriend for now..so can go home early n be with them...yesterday nitez's event was horrible..imaginin sis fallin out n concussin on the tiled floor ..if there are evil spirits around,STAY AWAY from my SIS!!and thats an order..from HER sister,you SPIRITED MORONS..um ok,shall shut up..a bit exaggerated

i'm thinkin,thinkin n thinkin..how to protect my sis n jaga her better...obviously i'm still a useless sister to her..*tinks*

i realised dad is working so hard,but he never gives us money or share with us even some..n he works OT also..where d the money go?i shall not hang my family's dirty laundry out tonitez..i had enuf family shit for now without tinkin abt dad's flaws..buananotte!

oh ya,bought bf's belated pressie wif lihui n roshi today..*pleased*n i got a shirt from POA for ten bucks..real cheap..thx for being around today u guys,it helps take my mind off for awhile..retail therapy always help:)..

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:39 PM