A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

today i tink...t4

today i feel that life is a double-edged sword..what u do right on one hand,is actually wrong on the other..living life by treading on the fine line btw right and wrong..its no wonder many of us stumble n fall..n i like fana's poem..abt how people thinks at some moments that they are so going to hell,and the next moments,they resume their shits mainly b'coz they're Human...

and i think when u haf a bad day of filming,pls do not go to sleep few hrs after that coz you'll juz haf nitemares abt the Right angles to shoot..i did and it was shit..so dont sleep after a bad day of filming..or maybe i shud just stay away from Any cameras for awhile:)

and i know that t4 is actually a good teacher because she Can teach..i feel that her teaching actually make sense one ar..its the way she portray and present her lessons that make all of us go 'ugh..wat a bitch'..mainly b'cos she's probably one of those ppl in life who never really experience a Bad fall,or bad luck,or simply much 'badness' in life like failures..like maybe she went thru a GD standing primary sch,then on to a GD Ranking sec.sch,jc and then to NUS and emerged a business graduate with her bag of golden certs...wat some of us called it 'the Straight path to success'=s ..her 'elite' POV that she has bigger cars than her boss and haf all types of metals in the periodic table credit cards and buy a fancy car on impulse all seemed to point her to those 'type' of ppl who go thru life easily n well,in her own terms 'successfully' and like them,she has arrived b'coz she has achieved all the materialistic values in life..it may seemed sad to us,but it made her feel good..strange to us,but achieved idealistic desires for her..i guessed she's an Idealistic type of person..right is right,and success means 'i have arrived' materialistically..

therefore what she defines as a successful and 'right' to her,is actually so bloody wrong to most of us la hha..wats 'happi' for her is 'sad' for us coz i feel that ppl like her can never really learn to understand and look beyond her materialistc n idealistic ways of life..but it make her happi ..so be it :s.like jiali said,she's an interesting woman ..and yes,she makes lessons interesting coz all of us can blog n bitch abt her and yet can retain some of her teachings b'coz of her Abstract examples of explaining to us lol..

eh my kitten juz sneaked up on mi..cute..and i've known too many ppl who dun really define home as home,and run away from it in search of a 'better' life so monkey,dont joke ard and ask mi 'whats home?'..it scares mi..to know that another one of whom i know may b living out in the streets wif nowhere to go...stay home n survive at home..=)

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:14 PM