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Happiness,n bad news

2nd shot at happiness but bad news still lingers by

its official.i'm back with jasper once more =)
1)b'coz he says he's willin to rethink the religion part
2)he still wants to be there for me no matter what
3)i'm still around for him no matter what
4)we still love each other the same
5)no relationship can determine for sure if it is able to last for the next month,or even the next day, so lets stop thinking about the next ten years which we did and broke up because we thought too much ..

and besides getting caught by alex,kk n syaz on saturday with their video camera summore,i guessed we always knew that we'll be back once again..like the movie 'sepet' lets put race n religion aside n concentrate on learning how to love our individual self, and each other..but i'm pushin him for more space, now that my sister is back in the hospital..

i dont understand how she can have no fits for months on end,and then have fits on the same day like so many times..its hard for her heart and OUR hearts to take..i was starin at her at home juz now and was going 'dont go first b4 i am able to take care of you all by myself.dont you dare go away before we bring you to our first swimming pool public outing..'...just dont go ok sis...no matter what,no matter if i ignore u sometimes,you're still my sis and mum's pillar in life besides God..without you,i dont know how mum will continue living life...*grits teeth* so dont u dare go away..

*hungry*..just written 3 articles consecutively so abit brain dead..dont tink i wanna go ntu since every module is examinable..bleargh..maybe go sim :D..but must save up..first priority is to save up on a computer,i need one badly..*hint hint*..but my old one is still feebly kicking ..shall stop now..gdnitez..peace,love,just dont fight,and dont go away..not from my life,i dont allow All of you to..not now,not yet..*hugs*

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:56 AM