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Another goodbye

If ever this is my last entry,i juz wanna seek 4give from all those i'd hurt intentionally or not..if ever tis is the last time u hear my voice,i juz wanna say i'll miss you all and i wish happiness for everyone..

At a split of a second,a clap of God's hands, either one of you,or maybe me may just pass on from this life,into the next...Expected or unexpectedly,the last you see of me may have been our final goodbye...

y am i bloggin all tis..juz as well,there's been another death in the family..my 7yr old adopted cousin in indonesia passed away few hrs ago due to malaria..farnie huh..in singapore,its all abt dengue cases and suddenly 'malaria' sounded so foreign..its still spread from the same bug;mosquito -.-..*sighs* My last memory of her was her being super mischievous n pretty spoilt..so young...

its different when a child dies, as compared to an aging or sickly ppl..the hurt is different..when a child dies,u feel pretty much grateful that she/he do not haf to go thru life's hardship..instead,u feel more for their parents who's left to cope..like they always say,no parents want to see their children go first b4 them..when an old man/woman dies..u rejoice that they'd live a long life,but the memories that lingered give more grief to the living..however,when a child dies,u feel cheated for him/her because they didnt get to live life yet..they've so much to live for,and they left too soon..maybe its for the better..

"tiadalah kehidupan dunia ini melainkan hiburan dan main-main. Sedangkan hidup di akhirat ialah kehidupan yang sebenar, jikalau mereka ingin mengetahui"-
Surah al-ankabut 64.

(Life on Earh is merely entertainment and play whereas real life actually begins in the next world,for those who yearns to know)

So now i'm envisioned her playing in the heavens...and well,she'll b the first in the family to see my late grandpa first i guessed..only God knows..

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 11:08 PM