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do u wanna haf kids?

i dunno what to blog.juz super tired...

realised dat i am refusing to Marry anytime soon,and even if i get married,i will not have kids like for a Loong time because taking care of my Brother's kids are like a huge determent already..i already witnessed like so many "first" or being too close to parts of their lives(which shud haf been the responsibility of Their Parents!) in their lives even though thy're like not my kids ba..e.g my nephew k2's graduation ceremony on Saturday,bathing the kids n getting them ready for school (and best part is i can go back home n sleep after that!its like an unfulfilled wish after seein my mum gets Me ready for school all this time) feeding them...gross,i'm beginnin to sound motherly-bleargh..

i suppose it will seem different if the kids are actually mine...bt sad to say,by the time i haf my own kids,my mum wont probably be able to enjoy n haf fun n go out wif them like she's been doing ritez now wif my brothr's kids...

Kids hmz..i tink a couple should like haf kids..not juz to like continue the circle of life n all that crap..but simply to make life more memorable n worth living ..Strange,my Primary school classmates already have kids lei!and my sec.school friends oso..some of them wif 2 kids!!n i'm like only 20 .Its FREAKY..

and if i haf kids..i'll haf them like at least 4-5 years apart,so they Wont fight and bitch-slap each other like my niece n nephew are doing like every 5minutes..2girls will be cute..1boy,1girl is the norm..2guys not a gd choice because will end up in fights throughout their lives..1elder boy,1younger girl sounds okayy..If its a boy,i like the name 'Jeffrey' or 'Ryan/Riyan'..for girl,'Daniela' is nice..i like my own name oso 'Nuraishah'..then again,my nieces names are nice-> Nina Syazwina and Fina Syarafina..

*shudders*If i get married,i will have kids..after like 5 years..and if i don't get married,i will Adopt them hha..erm,nvm,i shall juz live the life of a bachelorette-Rich but lonely...Sounds good too...=)

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:16 AM