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jerks being jerks dunno they're jerks

i'm waiting for our storyboard pixs to be sent to me anytime soon so i shall blog in the meantime...

This mornin started out horribly wrong la..first was because my mum was forcin mi to take my daily pocket money which is actually my sis's green packet money..n therefore i dun tink its ritez..n mum Forced mi to take it,considerin tat DAD has once again refused or "forgotten" to give me..n she has no money,Considerin that her money has already been GIVEN to my NIECE n NEPHEW as THEIR pocket money,WHICH rightfully SHOULD have cum out from their FATHER,which is my BROTHER's pockets la..jerk..as he had been the past 3 bloody months n counting...n i took the money BUT i refused to spend it..n i never will.its not My money..but wat i'm fed-up wif at home is that Mum is spending TOO muuch Time taking care of the KIDS while my sister is like being *forgotten in the process..which is terrible,b'coz my sis cant take care of herself..whereas these small children COuld if they had ONLY know how to BEHAVE themselves,but kids being kids,and siblings being siblings,they don't..n my brother IS so NOT helping by being AWAY,Somewhere,just not managin his REsponsibilities at all..so jerk.

i mean,yeah,i shud b sympathetic in this time of distress n he havin all this family troubles..but 3months is a long time to put up wif his shit..n worse,he didnt realise that he's makin all this shit,but instead blamin it on the wife instead..jerks being jerks don't know they're jerks ba..n now the wife might be hospitalised for some time meanin the kids will be at my place for some time meanin i may haf to keep a close watch at home(for MY own security n my mum's sanity) n them being a long time at my hse equals to an unhappi dad..becoz basically my mum's energy,time n care will be Devoted to them rather than to my sister instead..n so my sis suffer..

sigh..n i hope my sis-in-law will like recover ..bt judgin from the snippets of info my mum gave mi,its my brother's fault she is in this state n she was already in a terrible state over the attitude that he had been givin her all this while..so besides the marriage now on the rocks,her life n health is also on the rocks..n he still has the cheek to get angry at her abt little things..

..jerks being jerks dunno they're jerks

Been eating too much campbell soup these days;very unhealthy n i tink i'm fallin sick again,like in a consecutive wk...

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 10:42 PM