A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

*sob*

I am disappointed. Very/bien...

I know its no big deal,stuff goes missing All the time. People falls into the wrong path n commit crimes..kids do too..but when it comes to a kid i know, a kid i'm related to..i'm just disappointed la okay..its not the 1st time i am disappointed over her/his actions.

Though i do not know for sure who took 10 out of 14 of my new xmas cards(ya,its no big deal really.if u want it,y cant u just ask?After all,its just xmas cards...instead of lettin mi find out for myself)..i know la who did it though i never see la..c'mon who would want to 'steal' xmas cards n unimportant stuff if not for a kid..a kid whom i happened to be related to..its not the 1st time she did it la as in rummage thru my stuff n stuff goes missing or destroyed watsoeva..i mean,its not tat i never indulge her,or talk to her nicely before..but i just dont understand why she is 'panjang tangan' likes to take stuff without permission ..when her father/my brother, never do it b4 no matter how crazy he is la..leads mi to the fact,how the hell did my brother n my sis-in-law raise their kids...God,she's onli a kid n already she's doin this kind of thing. Worse, she's been doing it to her friends since she stepped into primary 1 or 2..i'm so confused la...

i don't want to scold her or even Ask if she has Seen the cards watsoeva la..i wish i could slap her n that slap will make her stop taking ppl's stuff without permission foreva..just like i wish i could slap my brother n sis-in-law awake out of their blinded senses to see wats happenin to their kids and to themselves and the entire 2 families...bt see,the world doesnt work tat way..wateva you do will result in unpredictable consequences for the receiver though the intention is good...

Damn sad,i'm just damn sad dat i dont even want to know if its her ..if not her,who else right..the fact that i Know who It is just hurts la..its bad enuf that her parents is going thru a horrible divorce n things just never gets any better,bt when the children themselves shows Signs and Actions that they are Affected conscious or subconsciously thru their behaviours..it just gets more complicated la...dun even noe where to start,and whether that startin point is the right one..

and i'm already sad enough that i lost my phone contacts..especially Piggy, my ex-colleague. I'm seriously Mourning the thought of 'losing' him la..he's just an awesome friend to haf la and he makes mi laugh even the silliest stuff. My crazy pig..mine cos nobody else call him a pig so often until forgets his name like i used to do..i know he's in TP fashion design 1st year bt heck,i dunno anyone else in there to try to get back his contact..*sad* I dun even want to think abt the rest of the contacts that i lost n maybe never get back ever again la...*buries my head in the sand*..waaaaaah

wat a heartbreaking start to the week...*sob*

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 2:27 AM