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Fuckhead

*censorship rating M18*

Fuck i'm pissed. like Again. Fuckhead, ya my brother is being a self-centred fuckin bastard IMO..Y?Firstly, yea well he's a divorcee now so of course must gif him ample time to GRIEVE..define 'grieve' -going clubbing, hanging out wif his bastardly friends every single day, not giving a damn abt his children b'coz hey, don't we all get it, he's a 'BACHELOR' again mah..dun care his children starvin or physically or psychologically abused at his in-laws place, he can ALWAYS get another child if my mother so desperate wants another grandchild..oh btw, heck abt his ex-wife n children, he has a NEW GF, like wow..whu can gif him ANOTHER child if he wants..wow,so his current ones are wat?trash or donated, unwanted rejected Goods? His ex-wife pleaded to return to him, FOR WHAT he thought, will onli fight n divorce again mah..FOR WHAT, then wats the pt of him calling her in the middle of the nite pleadin her to return wif his children like a day after the divorce..oh,tat was so sweet..n then kicked her out when she pleaded to return to him for the SAKE of the children..like in his own words, can always can get another child ritez..kaoz, he's a sick guy, tat he is..

i'm seriously pissed. Y? coz my mum TRied in vain (alot of times) to advise him n gif him nice good motherly advice..wah, showed attitude problems, shouted n walked out of the house..n my mum had to call him every single FUckin day just to Ask if he wants to Eat or had enuf to eat?Not onli that, she must GIVE him Money because apparently all his money is gone buyin books for the kids (like a basic almost 2000 odd salary and bonus is equivalent to his children' books,huh?)..Hello, how the fuck old is he again? Five? Whu the hell he thinks he is..got the cheek to even ask my Mum to come up and deliver food for him at his place..oh wow, since when Mum became His slave..

n his son,at our place now, which i dun mind Except due to lack of Parental guidance, care and well, Discipline, (i mean a grandma/aunt's discipline is like duh, different from a Parental's one) basically is going out of hands..he even made my big-sized 12 year old boy cousin CRIED like within 5 hours..n wif tat,my mum is simply Indulgin him b'coz in her own words, 'later if he ever goes away to his other grandparents place, i will regret why i never indulge him' like oh wow, even my mum's sense of the logic seems to be going out of the window..Not tat i dun indulge him, but hello, go toilet also must ask my mum when he is fully capable of doing all those by himself when he's at his own home or at his other grandparents' place..he did it just because HE CAN n he Knows my mum Will indulge him..another little (insert comment)

maybe i am the insane one here, maybe i'm not the one seein the whole picture or being extra kind n patient towards this long-running situation tats' takin place here..maybe i am the fuckin cold-hearted aunt or sister whu's juz standin there watching n bitchin abt it in her blog, but TIS IS THE WAY i've SEEN it, and Felt it for the past few months ..I'm being a jerk for an aunt i know..I' am such a jerk..Kaoz

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 10:24 PM