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Heartbreaker

Tears, a breakin heart..felt so damn sad visiting my nieces at their other grandparents' hse 2day..

the youngest one has been sick for weeks missing her Father, my mum n me...esp her brother..n when she saw him,she kept kissing him n hugging him like she never wants to let go of him..2year old's ability to express such sisterly love..it was so ohmigod, so tender..so heartbreakin when she thought her brother gonna go away..so we brought her home..to my place tat is..how could anybody resort her,or any children to such a state la...even her mum had tears in her eyes,i wish my brother could've been there to see ..then maybe he would wake up..

wats worse..she kept blinking her eyes rapidly..my mum said she got stomach worms or bacteria b'coz she's been fed unhealthily or wateva...n her stomach is bloated la..n she kept saying 'pain, pain'..super super heartbreaking..she's sleepin now after my mum massaged her stomach n she was lulled to sleep..i wish the kids wun haf to suffer anymore nor be mistreated until subjected to such....'abuse'...super super sad..

we left the eldest sister behind..n she went into a tantrum b'coz it was her whu wanted to come over in the 1st place..i told my mum, if she really felt deeply abt tis incident, she will hold this painful memory foreva in her heart..b'coz its like we're leavin her behind while we took her siblings away..i would haf remember it foreva if it was me..damn sad, bt my mum n i cannot cope wif all 3 in our hse in the 1st place..so being the eldest, she had to 'sacrifice'..super sad too, i never want to leave her behind, i never want them to step back to Their grandparents' place ever again..not tat its a bad place..bt frankly, its like a halfway house wif so many kids around n not enuf food to eat..i noe my sis in law is doin her best to cope, n i know its very very hard on her..*sad*

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:55 AM