A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

When one's at the crossroads and you don't know what to do, just create a new path and follow it through (source:??)

cant remember where i read or heard that from...probably some movie, was it snowcake? I'm reaching the same crossroad after my a'levels...the only difference was that after the a's, with a not-much-value a'level cert, i shud and was able to continue my studies..heck,anything was better than being stuck wif a not-much-value a'levels cert..

now pretty soon i'll be holding a diploma, and trust me to choose an industry that's wide yet small...so many options to specialise in that its giving me a headache..

and the other difference is NOW i need to work First and foremost.

the only question is as What?and Where?Freelancing sounds good but if i want to save up for my future studies, then its not a wise move...right?But it allows me to spend time with my family more often...

family?finance?...

i like editing...both print n video...i love writing but it'll get mundane after a while...i love photography but i'm nt pro enuf to handle a dslr yet...i love camerawork but i shud stick to more cameramans like leeches and learn from them..(the thing wif working wif talented cam-mans like lenny are their mood swings -__-) i like producing, i know what i want but i cant direct well enuf...and i shud think my thoughts are Coherent enuf ...i don't mind designing but its nt my strongest suit...

i'm confused;writing it down makes it all the more...confusing! geez..

this doesn't help at all.