A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

it's 2007!

i cant seemd to want to celebrate any events these days or haf fun cos its still raining too heavily in my world for me to see the sun's shining...

so i wanna apologise to my dear 4e2 whu arranged a 4e2 beach gatherin @ sentosa bt i didnt participate in any of the games...and i left after a few hrs oh well..but i did took photos of them playing, so i hope that'll do for now...i really didnt haf any mood to go actually, i didnt even noe we're supposed to mit at 930am today till val told mi at 130am the previous nitez..i guessed tat equaled to mentally Unprepared to haf fun~

bt i did..thanks mucho to val n xiuli whu acc mi the entire time..

didnt go to any countdowns today cos it was still raining my lil' world so i spent the entire time trying to upload today's photos to various upload websites, only to haf my internet kept getting cut off like Umpteen times..!

bt i'll be okay..to reflect my cousin's words in his blog; 'sometimes i juz wanna to go 1 corner and opens up a blanket or space that is MINE alone' without having the Creator or anyone else Interrupting or Eavesdropping on me and my thoughts...thats nt wat my cousin wrote bt i noe thats wat he meant..

To have a Space all to myself where i can disappear for few days months, do wateva i wan that will cure me completely..go horse-riding etc...instead of dragging my rain cloud above me whereva i go, and made others get wet too in the process ..this SPACE i enter every nitez; this Space is usually when i doze off and visit my dreamland..bt its nt enuf, its too short..and fuck it, sometimes the fon will Ring and Beep Beep! in my dreamland and chase my dreamland away..these days i really wanna throw my fon away, maybe 2007 is the year i'll be Uncontactable, juz like those days where i dun own a hp yet..

2007; you feel cold to me.

2007; ur nt wlcm in my world..as yet...

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:50 AM