Slowly does it...
"Not every girl is as responsible as you" - Yan
Thanks. I need to be. Hard as it may be, i'm re-focusing my priorities and they're being shifted accordingly...Slowly to How i want it, the way it should have been like in the first place.
It's a tough battle. i push out love in the event.
I'm doing it for you, ma. I will try harder, just to be there for you, which i know i hasn't been much the past few years.
I'm sorry for being too involved in growing up, in wanting to know too fast, too soon what's love, life and its in-betweens.
I learnt them all too soon, too much, too fast.
Love will come around when it comes.
Like i told somebody yesterday night, "i don't need a relationship right now. i want to focus on my family. When i fought with my ex last time, i remembered thinking that i don't need this kind of crap"
I guessed the words were too strong for him, because he changed the topic to another girl he had wanted to "scout around" for-my colleague...i guessed i "Failed" his test of potential girlfriend material wahaha.
AND i wonder why guys don't seemed to see me as a pwetty sweet widdle thing like other girls.
Go figures.

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