A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

U disappoint me, as always

Me: "Happy graduation to you"....

*Half an hour & eternities later. i so noe wat he was doing*

Camper: "Happy graduation to you too" was the short, crisp reply.

Me: "Mine's not yet hee" (trying to elevate the tension)

Camper: "I know,it's on friday" came back the crisp reply.
Camper: "I need to go to bed already. Bye" and he went offline

leaving me feeling small, regretting that i ever extend my congratulations to you, knowin fully well maybe i did deserved such replies.

I wanted to tell you, i bought you something from australia for your graduation and maybe one day, if i had found my courage, i would pass it to you. But you didnt give me a chance to. i imagined myself passing it to you and you had received it happily because i bought you something that i know you'd like.

As always, i was kept waiting, and as always, disappointed for because once again after all this while, your games still mattered more than me.

Fuck. It doesn't pay to be nice.

After all the hurt, it still hurts...and logically, undeservedly so...

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:53 AM