A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

nothing better to write

sweet dreams again in the afternoon,will it ever come true,and do i want it to?..a nitemare yesterday nitez,pls dont let That be true..

anyway,will most probably be staying over my jc fren's hostel 2morrow nitez so wont be online..unless dad decides to do nite shift again n i haf to cancel plans ar..shall i bring my swimsuit since they're plannin to swim on friday morning?..i dont swim,i float..thx to all my Fats hehe..but its fun to swish around in the pool and pretend i can swim..i could la,but 1/4 of a lap onli..my stamina's pathetic..but i like to float n stay down under the pool..whoa,i felt tremors again..its pretty strong compared to 2 nitez ago..or was it yesterday nitez?..

dun care already..i'm getting used to it already..a bit weird since i'm living in singapore..EH,its damn strong lei,i can feel my computer chair swaying along..*frowns*..so is it an earthquake now?or an erupting volcano?or both?is it that volcano which they said has been dormant for like 2000years or somethin..n its gonna be a gigantic eruption anytime soon..?O.O!!

i shall not blog abt it,sianz ar..waH,i'm still feeling it lei!wateva..was readin caryn's blog abt her Ideal guy...hmm..wat i do know is that all my 'ideal' guys that i've fallen and loved before were not That charming to my friends..not even jasper gets their approval sometimes..either i have high-achieving friends about guys,or i have bad tastes or i just love guys with a baddie streak or nature..been like dat since p.sch where i was a gangster-wannabe..heh..or almost been..long story..but i did remembered i fought my partner during recess times in p1..he was EVIl n a skinny meanie who liked to hold my hand n squeezed it until its super painful!grrr..we would meet durin recess time near the fitness corner n fight..now sadly,my p.sch's buildin in the process of being torn down boo hoo..so sad,i luv p.sch!!goodbye beng wan primary school,you are no more waaaaaaah..

i juz realised i've been writin crap again..with regards to guys,i guessed i like those with v.strong minds to the extent of stubbornness in living lives their own stubborn ways ..But not until they defy n hurt their parents..dats y i like that Liangyi character in 'you are the one' nkf show...i always like those kinds n i dunno y..besides the fact he's quite cute ar..hmm..i would haf stop watchin that show..its so FUll of nkf nonsense lor,gettin a bit sick also..bleargh..

oh ya,today was the mayflower primary taekwondo gradin as usual..sir was the examiner coz Stanley sir cannot wake up so early haha!..n zachary the p4 boy is gettin so rude la!..he was like 'where is the lao ah pek..the normal one who always come and grade us'..n i was like 'which lao ah pek?'..n he went like 'that one who usually come and test us lor..'..it dawned on me he was talking about Stanley sir,the usual examiner and my one time jc instructor..-.-!!stupid boy..if only they can haf some discipline like sensei has wielded on us aikido-ers..hmz..went to sengkang sec again to watch them do their taekwondo aerobics Half-heartedly..realised that taekwondo aerobics onli for black belters,and the bloody PE teacher wants them to do perfectly when they dun even haf taekwondo basics..kaoz..i could understand Perfectly why the students hate him..oh,and Sir or ma'am might be able to start taekwondo classes there sooN!yay!..if only i can help too:D:D..

didnt realise ma'am has never seen mi wear the black belt uniform before..was wearin it earlier since it was a proper grading and sir has been askin mi wear it since the beginnin of this year,even if i do nothin n only help the kids..i didnt feel much emotions wearin it cos i Havent been training!!but i admit i do missed trainigns ALOT..both aikido and taekwondo..wanted to go down today but mum asked mi take care of sister Again ..sigh..its my duty,not my responsibility..garr..n sis was well-behaved *pleased*

crap again..haiz..i shall stop blogging if i haf nothin better to write these days..even the tremors are gettin stale..

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:46 AM