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Education has no expiry date

Siti Nuraishah is burnt out. So much so that when ppl tries to hurt her wif cutting remarks or they tried to ACT FUNNIER n expected her to laugh, they fell flat on the ground for Siti Nuraishah's brain is too hazy, and her heart is too numb to feel any pain...so she just stared blankly at them..like they're well..retards.

SO SIti Nuraishah is on "away" mode these few days; "I simply am walking on clouds...not in a gd way though" the reason being...

the past 3 wks or so, Siti Nuraishah has been worrying her brain, heart and mind out btw 2 obvious needs in her life - Family vs education.

1)Should she apply for local uni, and if she gets accepted, what do she do next?
2)Should she work first, but what kind of job should she look for? or like the others, freelance her way around..
3)As much as she wants to study, 3 years of full-time studyin will be tough on her family financially, mentally...However, she needs to study for It is after all her parents' dreams to see her graduate from uni (like which parent doesn't right?)
4)As much as she needs to work, it'll mean that she would not be able to spend more time with her mum..
5)If she works first, she might not have the heart or take the time off to go back to school..

besides worryin abt other stuff like her sister's suffering an epileptic fit...

However, i've reached a decision after my mum commented the following:
"Since you want to go back to school, your dad wil go back to working his night-shift job"

Hell no, damn it, no. No matter what, i do not want my father to work his ass off just because of my selfish's decision to want to study.

So i will nt be applying for university this year. Enough said.

"Education has no expiry date" - Juliana.

Thanks Ju, really appreciated ur wisdom.

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:02 AM