A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

i wanna wake up besides u foreva..

everyone dreams of waking up besides the one u love...even if that person no longer exists in one's life either for real (dat person is dead) or he's no longer by ur side..

for me, i dreamt of that too..as in i really dreamt abt it literally, only to wake up to discover it was just a dream...hweva, the sweet feeling lingered for a while..n it shall remain juz a dream..

but i no longer dream of wakin up besides the person i dreamt abt anyway..it was sooo secondary-sch memory..funni hw the feeling touched mi till today; funni hw the feelin still whacked mi in the guts when i watched that few secs shot of orked n jason in 'gubra' after the credits rolled..

easily impressionable huh..wanting that simple dream of being able to be wif the one u love , to know that all the odds of being wif that person can be overcome, to be able to wake up besides that same person day after day..such..."perfect reality" scene

no wonder rashid labeled me 'innocent, simple, nt streetsmart like him'..haa. mayb tats y so many of his staff hit the streets Literally after wkg for him within 2 mths..of course i haf to be mah, i'm just an intern, must retract my claws for these 6 mths ritez =D even if i dun work UNDER him..thks gdness i was too stoned tat day to be affected by his remarks.

so back to the sweet lingerin feeling, yep, it'll continue to remain a dream as such for nw. no dreams of getting hitch, no desires to fall in love again..i'm better off on my own, doing my own thing, protectin my own little world ..

2 souls different as night n day crossed each other's paths 1 fine night..became each other's first real love..2 yrs odd of being wif each other..to find out what exactly each other needs..only to realise what they want are not present IN each other; a self-discovery via a journey 2gether for 2 short years...

yea? maybe i'll pour it out into a script n submit it for This year's film fiesta scriptwritin competiton since i'm nt applyin for uni this year anyway, gt so much time on my hands...hmm..

2 souls, 2 cultures, 2 hearts intertwined
a journey of self-discovery that sets them apart.

weee...

cant wait for last yr's results to be out next month..doubt i'll win anythin bt it was a gd experience.

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 12:22 AM