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The human nature is indeed weak

Siti Nuraishah says:
u noe that he does love u,its jz his mouth tak berus gigi,his mind tk fikir dulu bilaberbual,ingat our feelings are made of steel and sperms like theirs
N says:
eh macam confident gitu he loves me
N says:
maybe he doesnt
Siti Nuraishah says:
stop yr maybes,it get u nowhere darling
N says:
you made it sounds so confident
Siti Nuraishah says:
huff,b'cos to pander to their self-pitying strategies,so troublesome..in the end the relationship flounders b'cos of both or either parties insecurities,lagi menyesal

i am irritated. nt at my friend bt the weaknesses of human natures and their what ifs. the Insecurities that plague Everyone in this planet Destroys them in the end...like caryn's blog entry abt jap women going for sex boot camps to make themselves more sexually attractive to their partner..SNort SNort. I am irritated at guys (those that i knew esp in my family) their stupid self-pitying states of minds plague, haunt their relationships that Once the relationships died or cum to an end, they succumb to a deeper self-pitying state. Aiyo, what vicious cycle Man put themselves IN thanks to well...themselves.

Open yr eyes, heart and mind big big. are we so cushioned by our material needs that we don't really care or matter THat Much abt stuff that don't hit, affect us in 1 way or another YET? Like dengue, there are really some apathetic ppl out there whu continue to purposely or nt on purpose makes their homes/community susceptible to breeding grounds for mosquitoes..why, nvm la, my family and i nvr get bitten,scared what..nobody died yet, only 3 dengue cases so scared what..free casual sex between genders, go club and fuck each other and both genders upside down...aids?scared what,i nvr get what, summore practice safe sex wif condoms...as long as i can satisfy my sexual primal desires (use condom or or not) confirm wont get 1,only those in africa get...abort baby?ok lor,i'm still young what..throw away pets cos stink up the house, mother dun like the pets etc etc? nvm la,they're animals,no feelings mah..maybe gt ppl take pity on them,give them a better place to stay,then its their gd fortune...throw away, move on and 4get..chiong ar!

its this kind of childish, detached, narrow minded thinking that fails us as a human being..Nt garmen,nt Pap, definitely Nt society.

The human nature is indeed weak, and so am i, so much more weak...

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:16 AM