A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :): finding peace and a piece of heaven

Monday, February 18, 2008

finding peace and a piece of heaven

after what seems like a long time of living hectic-ly (if there's such a word) i found peace once more after performing my afternn prayers at my late grandpa's room at my grandma's place...n it brought me hope that one day i will see him again insyallah.

previously a strange qn came into my head (after another fight wif jasper)..the qn is 'how can you truly say you love someone when you don't even care about what happens to them after they pass away'..being the free thinker that he is..when i said 'don't care' i dont mean 'dont give a damn' bt rather nt knowing what happens after death b'cos he dont really want to know What happens after death besides being a supposed fullstop at the end of a sentence.

its like one of those key examples of love - love that's limited, cinta yg terbatas...cinta manusia yg terbatas yg tidak boleh disamakan dgn cinta kpd allah (translate: the love btw human beings are so limited that it cannot be compared to the love for his or her lord) and to get to the point of loving god more than anythin else..its a challenge that many of us, me included don't even pass halfway thru..

oh ya - peace..maybe i found peace agn coz i finally brought mama out to sentosa to see the flowers' show..so gorgeous!! n it occured to me - its the 1st time i brought her here jz 2 of us..the last time she went was probably..i think Yan was having his 'bara' roadshow event there..eons ago..nw he's a dj..

so here's some of the pics of those gorgeous flowers..we onli toured like 0.25 of the place coz gotta rush home to give my sis her medication..love you mama,so much.