A Girl Like Me is Impossible to Find :)

guys,guys n more guys!!

i lurvve guys!!i lurve their companies,i lurve their courage,i lurrvee them!!garr,i sound like a desperate bimbo bleargh..i lurrve their 'semangat' n 'inner/outer strength' that girls cant measure up to..but they can be so damn dumb sometimes..alot of times *rolls eyes*..n just for that,i'm happier being a girl hahaha

gracie hart: i have a boyfriend b'coz he told me he has an incurable disease*pauses*............i didnt realise it was stupidity

lol!

22nd of december 2000?..my obsession from watching 'little swallow' with her 5th prince lol..when i decided that i want guys whose characteristics can match 5th prince..i actually listed down..hmmz..

must luv her despite flaws/mistakes she make
must luv her whole-heartedly
shud be there when she needs him
able to save her from all evils,like the evil empress
dry her tears
caring
considerate
understandin
together thru thick n thin
defend her when his best friend tok abt her unreasonably

i was 15,its justified..ha,5years ago..i'm so oldd already..new 'musts' on the list n scrap all the above such as the 1st two 'musts'

must know when to leave me alone even if i stand uncorrected n unreasonable :D
must know when to bullshit with me even if i'm wrong..i'll admit later OK,lemme delusionise a bit more n stop tryin to correct me
must be Honest.i dont care if the truth hurts.
must be respectful to elderly!esp the mum
must be willing to go ALl places with me..even to ulu places like sungei buloh n zoo!
must be willing to give me hugs coz i luv hugs
must be strong in religion,coz if i'm gonna start a family with him,he must be able to be religious enuf so as to hold the family TOGETHER..my teacher told mi that if the Man/father in the family Do not haf proper, correct and impose strict religious guidance,his family will also be wayward like him..
must be strong/smart enuf to kick mi in the butt when i'm down cos thats when i'll get up again n fight again..thats y monkey likes to use reverse pysch on mi..garr,but it worked..
lastly,he must KNOW when to say SORRY and admit his mistakes ..whether to me or other ppl..a little ego is good,but too much is overbearin n boorish n so unappealing..its not even cool la..

hmmz..now on to the physical characteristics..which are not 'musts' but highly recommended hha..lets start from the head..

hair?not unkempt as in long n messy or short n messy can already..lets scrap long,i dun like long hair..my hair shud be longer..later ppl tap us from the back n mistake mi as a boy will be terrible right..

eyes?big eyes are always good..mushy doggy eyes are adorable..i'll go for honest eyes that can see whether he's lyin or not..big or small,i need to noe the truth..oh ya,i like smiley eyes..so cute..like qi yuwu's eyes or 'martin' hha..monkey's eyes are cute oso..he can roll up his eyeballs until only see the whites..liangyi's eyes not that nice..its just big thats all..as compared to toro's eyes,or edison chen..or that idiotic but handsome guy in 'dolphin's bay' show..the one that angela chang called 'boorish'..his eyes niccee..specs ok coz i wear specs too..but not geeky specs thats plastic n dull n thick of all frames..

smile?must smile,dont hide smile..but dun anyhow smile smile also,i'll box his face cos he'll remind mi of a clown n i hate clowns..ehehe,stephen fung's smile or won bin's smile..*dreams*

dimples?must haf at least one,cos i have two hha!kiddin..at tis rate,i'll haf a super long list of physical characteristics..i already haf 3 para. on the face alone..

can he sing?i dunno..caryn's guy Must sing she blogged..mine..er,i shall keep optional..as long as he doesnt thinks he Can sing but actually he Cannot sing is NOT ok...its horrible n i hate to be the one to permanently ruin his ego :D

no mother's boy
no smokin
no drugs
no hardcore partyin
no malicious tempers/streaks
no jealousy!
no overprotectiveness!!
no scrooge
no party-pooper(just coz cant drink/smoke doesnt mean he cant be fun!)
no doctors/lawyers/bzmen/pmebs
cannot be too skinny/underweight!

can stand up for himself
can stand up and fight(literally or figuratively will do,or both:D)
can spur mi on(reverse psych or not)
can talk for hours wif me!
can fight with me,without givin chances jus coz i'm a girl!

gd bod like qi yuwu or vincent ng's martial skills are super wlcm..

d i mention i like martial arts guys too..they got that sense of integrity n pride,but not too much but just enuf to respect the seniors n themselves without fightin like animals just to regain their egos..but some taekwondo guys are just in it for their egos la..i hope my mayflower kids dun grow up to be like tat..but some already are,esp with their teacher showin favoritism towards them ugh..aikido guys..i dunno alot,but ian,andy,jing hsien seemed nice enuf..no,i'm not in martial arts coz of the guys..just so happen when i'm involved in it,i realised the guys there are better behaved hhaha..its a form of elitism in my pov hha..especially taekwondo..PLUS can protect me right..ba,yea ritez~its more likely i can pick fights n he'll b nicely equipped :D

dats y i like a bit of beng from the guys..dats y i favour baddie kinda guys..like nich.tse,shawn yue,edison chen,liangyi,toro..stephen fung is not that bad bad rite?jus dat he likes to play ditzy blur gd guys characters..

n mustnt cry,dont like guys who cry easily like after every fight wanna cry geez..monkey never cry for throughout our relationship no matter how bad i can accuse him sometimes..only the day we parted ways..n i still feel horribly guilty..y cant he change his mind,or even pretends he change his mind ..sigh,we're 2 realistic ppl,realising that its impossible to be together realistically in this realistic-sucky world..sigh.

guys,guys n more guys..i still haf alot havent write..my entry will never end ba but i tink everyone's readin get an idea,or not :D:D:D

qi yuwu's smile/eyes/dimples
vincent ng's body/martial arts skills
stephen fung's humour/character in '2002'!!
won bin's eyes
dong hyun gentlemanliness(in 'wet dreams' arr.its a GREAT movie!!!tastefully done.not explicit at ALL!nothin to censor arr,its goddamn farnie!!)

ok fine,i'm beginnin to like qi yuwu Alot..thx gdness the show ended hah!
realise i've listed guys of other races instead of my own?coz i cant seemed to find a decent one to drool over abt..the malay actors/idols are either a)snobs b) arrogant c)married..hah..n yea,my own race dun hold my interest for long or short unfortunately..those i cant get are more interesting ..cos it'll b just dat..pure fantasy :D:D

n must know how to cook?:D:D..n must know how to coax me out of my fears esp fears of height..ar,i will never end..:D:D

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:15 AM