Tired
hm,jz read syaz's blog abt wat holidays were supposed to be Really abt..n yah,he's ritez n he's doin it productively so gud for him..anyway,i'm tired..physically..these few days..i'm so tired tat i cant hardly look ppl in the eyes even when i'm having a conversation or even greeting them..like 'hi,gd evenin,wlcm to quidam etc etc'..n yet my eyes will be like elsewhere or on someone else(nt intentionally of course)..n no,i'm not sick of the job..i'm juz sick of my life as it is ritez now i guessed..bt i'm tryin to make an effort here i hope..i didnt even bother to go out for supper to celebrate wif my colleagues abt our supervisor who's leavin at the end of the wk to start a new life in sydney...*wishful* a new life...sounds wonderful..
i noe i shouldnt b whining since life is after all precious n i dowan waste my life away n all that..bt guessed i'm juz bogged down wif all the family stuff thats goin on these days..n i'm tired wif tryin to be cheerful n normal ard my mum so as nt to worry her further..n since my brother landed in the hospital for psychiatric treatment(he's Too stressed up apparently)..i've just been well ANNOYED for some weird reason..i know,its selfish of me to feel this way n i'm ashamed of it.*sighs* SORRY Bro,bt u landin in the hosp is SO nt helping la..if u go bonkers, i will totally have no comment..
*image of mi with spikey metal balls chained at my feet*All my life i've been readyin myself to take care of my sister n ONLY MY SIS,not you also hor!Sorry,no space on my shoulders anymore,shoo!
*worn out*
posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:06 AM
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