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Mortality

Today, my mortality was in question. I actually thought of what happens if tomorrow never comes. Because I whacked my head when I slipped and fell earlier on this morning when rushing to the loo.

& I wonder; If I were to die tomorrow, life will still pretty much goes on, just that it is without me. Did I owe God anything? Yes, my morning prayer and 2 days of fasting. and probably lots more empty promises that drifted and I never bothered keeping in check .

Have I live life enough, my purpose fulfilled? Hell no!

Will I be missed? Probably.

Will it affect my students much? (Thoughts of the staff and students in 1 minute silence stumped me, hmm..)

But all these thoughts were dashed, simply because I got out of the taxi, stood aside my dear mum, and continued living.

But if I don't wake up and embrace tomorrow, do keep me in your prayers. Wait, scratch that - my family needs your prayers more.


Mortality; It keeps you humble.

posted by Siti Nuraishah @ 1:32 AM